moment, nothing is okay. In January, I will be unemployed after selling my restaurant. I worked for twenty years in commercial catering. Fourteen years of trouble, then six of pleasure. I was able to create my own restaurant, and I held it for five years. Today, I'm happy to have sold because I want to change jobs. Nevertheless, I feel lost. At forty-one, I do not want to be wrong.
I am currently doing work on myself that draws all my energy. I do not really know what job I'm doing. I have never existed except through my work, and I am afraid to ask for help because I am very independent. I live in relation to others and above all want to be a good person. I would like to enjoy the simple things of life, enjoy my garden, build my house, receive and listen, take care of my children and reassure them ... I am ready to work very hard to finally find my way, but I do not do not know where to start.
Since I was a child, I had to learn to do it alone, as I could. My parents were always overwhelmed, lacked money, structure, and carried with them a great emotional suffering that they transmitted to me. I must accept to ask myself a moment, to exist simply once in my life, to surround myself well, and then everything will be fine.