I am a 30 year old woman, married, two children, living a simple family life with my husband, without any particular problems.
In my youth, I had a very diverse sex life: love to many, between girls, etc. I never hid from my husband, but he feels like a jealous of my career, he had little stories and always long and without "foolishness".
He would like to know more about other sensations and I understand his frustration. I always told him that if one day the opportunity arose, we could do something with another person without deception from the moment everyone knew about it and on the condition that we do it together . We fantasized a lot about a swing with a couple of friends.
One day, the opportunity arose. Except that in our imaginary scenario, we slept each with the partner of the other. In fact, he was able to go with his friend's wife, but I just looked, because the friend in question was not very comfortable.
Finally, I "recovered" my husband and we just had sex each with his own partner but side by side. Personally, this experience excited me a lot. But I'm concerned about the ease with which my man went to this woman. Certainly, he had my green light and I do not blame him. I think deep down I thought he could not. I wanted to play with fire, and I burned myself.
I think the situation is likely to recur. Should I fear an increase in his desire for other women? You have to know that the woman in question told her that it was incredible! Now, I'm jealous and I'm afraid it makes her want to really fool me. I'm lost, I love him and I want him to want only me!